All these years I've tried so hard not to like anyone and then this year this guy just waltzes into my life and makes me feel like i'm not good enough or something. It's a strange feeling, actually. He "flirts" and smiles, and looks at me all the time while I'm reading, doing work ,or just talking to my friends, but when I try talking to him he kind of pushes me away. We haven't really talked much but he makes me feel weird. I am constantly thinking about him, but there's nothing I can do. I am just trying so hard not to fall for someone that I might never see again after June. The way I feel towards this person is awkward, only because I've never felt like this before and it's a strange feeling. I hope I don't end up being disappointed or anything. I just hope things go back to normal. I hate feeling like i can't do anything. Feeling trapped in my own feelings. I guess that's it.