thoughts/feelings/etc.

I can't take it anymore. I feel so lonely and sad all the time that i just don't know what to do with myself. I just feel like throwing up; in hopes that this feeling will go away. I don't know what else to do. Sometimes I just want to rip my heart out and throw it on the ground and just leave it there. I don't even know what I want anymore. Maybe I just want to stop crying all the time. Maybe I just want to be happier, I really don't know. I hate myself for feeling like this but i don't know what else to do with my life. I constantly feel like I have no friends. I feel like i'm worth anything, which might be true, but I just don't want to be reminded of it all the time. I don't know. I hope this is just a temporary feeling, because I don't really need this right now.