hating life(:

Christmas wasn't the greatest. i just felt like a cock blocker the whole time. oh, and to make matters worse my mom got me something i didn't need which was also expensive. sometimes i wonder why she's dumb. i mean, i already have like 5 hair straighteners i don't think i need more, jesus. i would've been happy with a gift card or money, but no, not in this world or the next. i feel ungrateful, but it's true. why buy something i already have? that just doesn't make sense. idek. i hate my life. i just want to cry.